I pledged allegiance to the hatred at the front of my heart. Now I'm smart enough to see how fucking stupid I was. That solipsistic mindset is a pile of shit. I was imprisoned by my own intrinsic meaninglessness. I still think I'm nothing in the back of my head. I know the only cure for existential dread, but depression is a pit at the bottom of Hell and I don't even have the energy to kill myself.